1/19/06 04:03 pm
ONE OF THE BEST SHOWS ON T.V--BRING BACK THE RE-RUNS!
Im a whiner that whines
Im a loser that loses
Im the fat chick that everyone ignores
because you all know i never have anything smart to say
even the people below me dont like me
and theres nothing i can do about it.
my apologies mean nothing
and thats never been more clear.
but i dont even know why knowing what she thinks matters to me
because she never really liked me anyway
cuz im not gothier than thou like the rest of her friends.
atleast im not trying to be someone im not
squeezing my ass into clothes that dont fit me
getting a swollen head, thinking im hot
gallavanting around like queen shit
making those around me gaze apon my lumpy ass
forcing them to vom-it.
"Again amongst the water or tears from rubbing I open then look up to the sky away from the sun and forget about stupid fucking little squishy things moving on the outer layer of my eyes the close up blood cells in my eye lids and I stare at the sky with perifial vision and not trying but just happening to make out all kinds of faces objects statues in the clouds and I can do the same with the wood grain of the panelling on my walls.
once I saw jesus on a torilla shell"--Kurt Cobain